Get Curious, Stay Curious !!!

你最近還好嗎？

2007-12-17T12:48:00.000+08:00

挑一張耶誕卡寫上滿滿祝福的話
地址寫的是心底你能不能收到它
天有點冷風有點大城市寧靜而喧嘩
這一個冬天我得一個人走回家

問自己習慣了嗎
沒有你每到夜裏回聲變得好大
有沒有什麼好方法讓寂寞更聽話

你最近還好嗎是不是也在思念裏掙扎
你說會記得我還記得嗎你最近還好嗎
忙碌嗎累嗎心還會痛嗎
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快樂出發

有再多的牽掛都已沒有權利表達
舊情人給的問候比陌生人還尷尬
昨天遠了明天還長回憶模糊但巨大
這樣的深夜眼淚要怎樣不流下

問自己習慣了嗎
沒有你每到夜裏回聲變得好大
有沒有什麼好方法讓寂寞更聽話

你最近還好嗎是不是也在思念裏掙扎
你說會記得我還記得嗎
你最近還好嗎
忙碌嗎累嗎心還會痛嗎
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快樂出發

你最近還好嗎是不是也在思念裏掙扎
你說會記得我還記得嗎
你最近還好嗎
忙碌嗎累嗎心還會痛嗎
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快樂出發

勉強幸福

2007-11-27T23:36:00.000+08:00

拖足幾天　才見得一面
竟渴望你今天想早走一點
可笑是我生保得講得出改天通個電
可怕是我想分享的　早聽厭

不止一天　寧願不出現
一約會你少不得好心敷衍
因我絕到巴不得跟知己輕鬆的見面
因我內咎堅貞的心　竟改變

為何一得到　便難再討好
委屈我滿足你哪樣較好
恨我講都不敢講　想都不敢想
也許肯拖下去你會快過我說出真相
想告別你講的都得傷聽的當然傷
我怎可親自去拋棄當初的偶像
為名譽設想　回復單身更不堪設想
幸福或者可勉強　

我欠了你　是甚麼滋味
施與受也不開心一般可悲
不夠運氣愛上你再愛到死心兼蹋地
不要讓我親口講不...喜歡你

為何一得到　便能夠清高
是我沒良心　或你未夠好
寧願越愛越盲　看不見方向

恨我講都不敢講　想都不敢想
也許一拖下去逼彼此講出更醜真相
因我受過給一手推開　這麼深的傷
我怎可傷害我衷心感激的對像
然而受過傷　明白不可以貪安慰獎幸福又怎可勉強

《彩虹》

2007-10-29T14:43:00.000+08:00

哪裡有彩虹告訴我
能不能把我的願望還給我
為什麼天這麼安靜
所有的雲都跑到我這裡

有没有口罩一個給我
釋懷說了太多就成真不了
也許時間是一種解藥
也是我現在正服下的毒藥

看不見你的笑我怎麼睡得著
你的身影這麼近我卻抱不到
没有地球太陽還是會繞
没有理由我也能自己走

你要離開我知道很簡單
你說依賴是我們的阻礙
就算放開
但能不能別沒收我的愛
當作我最後才明白

RAP
看不見你的笑
要我怎麼睡得著
你的身影這麼近我卻抱不到
沒有地球太陽開始環繞環繞
沒有理由我也能自己走掉
是我說了太多就承受不了
也許時間是一種解藥解藥
也是我現在正服下的毒藥

2007-08-07T17:23:00.000+08:00

My Daily Sagittarius Forecast

Quickie: You're in complete control of your skills. Today's outcome is totally up to you.
Overview: Today is one of those perfect lazy days that stretches on for a good, long time. Even if you're at work, you should still find it more meditative than stressful -- so keep your eyes off of the clock!

Daily work
Like a helicopter pilot zooming above mountains, you can take in all the surroundings at a glance and map out a future path even in new terrain. You know small features will still surprise you, so come down to earth and take a closer look.

Daily couples love
You make a major shift in attitude about your relationship. You'll see choices available that never would have occurred to you before today. Remember that thoroughness is everything when it comes to making a decision.

Daily singles love
You look good while juggling -- and now's a good time to launch more than one romantic possibility. Hop online and send messages to a bunch of cuties -- the more you try, the greater your odds of connecting!

Daily extended
Any tests or challenges you encounter today should not frighten you! Relax and be confident about how you'll do. You are in complete control of your abilities, and the outcome is totally up to you. If you've done your homework, prepared to your best ability, and created a positive visualization of your success, then the outcome will be a very good one. Preparation is all you need to focus on, and it's not too late to get in some last-minute cramming!

大傻

2007-05-10T15:47:00.000+08:00

人真係好奇怪，身边既女人对你好，你會觉得自己係一个幾优秀既男人，有幾個红颜知己对自己关爱有佳乃係好自然、平常既事情。。。你总係比佢感觉你唔多在乎、珍惜佢，于事佢就离开左你啦。

你可能觉得好快就唔忘记。。時間過得好快，佢同另一個人谈恋爱左，你竟然觉得心酸。唔只係心酸，還有心痛，更慘既係你发现自己其实係好在乎佢、爱佢。。你对佢既恋人嫉妒到就快死，你想佢返到你既身边。。佢e家越係快乐，你就越痛苦。你終易发覺自己已经爱佢愛得好深。明明係自己無好好珍惜，甚至有埋新既女朋友，但係點解個心重係酸溜溜既感觉呢？

原来，钓唔上既鱼係最大既，放走既蝴蝶係最美丽既。舍弃了既野係最有价值既，吃唔到既葡萄都唔係酸既，而係太甜左，甜得你都唔敢想，唯有人話係酸既。你以为最酸既感觉係呷醋咩？唔係既，最酸溜溜既感觉係你無权呷醋。根本就唔轮唔到你呷醋，甘先係最酸最酸既感覺。

佢以前講永远都唔会同你分开，甘又點？佢都無講过永远唔爱其他人啦! 佢有左新既男友，佢投入左一段新既感情，你好想同佢講：我好讨厌你同佢一起！但係你们唔係已经分左手了咩？呷醋係要名分既。呷唔到既醋，係最酸既。过去左，就俾佢过去咯。

要係失恋既痛苦中復活过黎，只有一个办法，就係学习接受现实。无论这個人幾好或幾坏，无论D日子有幾快乐，现在已经成过去。。。有D人努力想同分手既情/人再做朋友，其实，佢做甘多野，只係無法接受爱情已经消/逝了jeh。。当你重想去挽救，縂去搵借口，甚至死/缠/滥/打，甘只係你唔肯承认对方已经唔再爱你jeh。。有D人無法振/作起黎，无论朋友點劝佢，佢只会重复講同一句话：我真既係爱佢，無办法將佢忘记。其实，你有办法既，只係你唔愿意。你害怕当你忘记佢，佢都會忘记你。

麽野事情都已经成为過去，或者你要做既唔係[點]將失去既重新得到手，而係好好珍惜身边既人，唔好再犯同样既错误，更唔好再次呷埋D甘樣既醋。

青春有限，但生命力卻無限

2007-02-28T23:19:00.000+08:00

係好耐以前，我已經聽講過，每個人既黃金時期都只係二十歲之後既二十年，如果能夠將生命之中最燦爛既時間，用來完成自己既夢想或理想，甘就足以今生無悔。我真的確信這個講法，但係怎樣先可以讓自己進入黃金期呢？我其實都一直都係到等緊機會既來臨，但係人既一生又有幾多個機會呢？

試想想，我並唔係一個天才，其實，我夠竟有無理想呢？有無抱負？有無夢想？如果有既話，甘又係麼東東，掂可以去將佢實行或實踐呢？甘我又欠缺左 D 咩呢？ e 加既我又可以做 D 麼去達成夢想呢？問題一日比一日多，就似無始無終一樣。

每個人都有自己既經歷，無論你係焦頭爛額，或是名成利就，佢地都有屬於自己既期代。我既期代，即使不係一帆風順，但係都收穫豐富，講緊既唔只係收入，縂有走過既每一步。

最後既問題係。。。點樣既人生先係我最想要既呢？縱使人生既路途唔一定係由我一個人來決定，但我總會覺得做人同做事，總應該有一個明徹既向方，先可以向前行。。。

我感倒慶幸既就係踏入社會之前都經歷過 D 風雨，處事要夠果斷、勇敢以及要有耐性。EQ高，放在工做上，令我懂得要面對壓力；EQ高，令我懂得面對任何人都要有禮貌。我識得要笑面迎接，因為阿媽話。。女人想嫁得出就要忍得！！！

對於未來，我淨係想開心D。所為，青春有限，但係生命力卻無限！！！

完美情人節？

2007-02-26T13:31:00.000+08:00

無論有情人或無情人，對天下既女人黎講，一年裡無麼日子比情人節來得更重要，也更令人提心吊膽。有男友既，當然期待著2月14既到來，一早同姊妹們分享佢地理想中既情人節~節目，或者結伴購買情人節禮物給自己既另一半。然後，2月14，以表面 subtle 但暗地裡希望別人讚賞既悉心打扮回到辦公室，心急如焚地等待receptionist 打自己既內線，然後再以快過 Ferrari 既速度衝出去認領一年只此一次既鮮花，再以時速0.0000001 公里既步伐施施然回到座位，希望贏得別人既艷羨目光。

情人節係女人既節日，又或者更準確 D 說，係商家既節日。享受情人節既，從來就只有女人，甘男人呢？對佢地黎講，情人節只係頭痛既泉源，為情人節籌備節目，比為接待海外生意夥伴更慘。女人總覺得情人節係佢地行使特權既大日子，所以她們係當天係應該被寵坏既，係街上行走如無一束鮮花，只會換來奇異既目光。問題正出係呢到，香港女人同日本、韓國既女人唔同，人家日、韓兩國除了2月14，鍾有個3月14白色情人節，之所以有兩個情人節，就係為了令熱戀男女能互送禮物，迫男同女對花點心思取悅對方，而不係似香港男女一樣，女人永遠負責等待男人計劃節目，因為那麼一點門面工夫而沾沾自喜。

情人節既心形牛扒，千幾文一打既玫瑰，就真係收買到女人心咩？甘就要睇年齡啦。像我們呢種年過三十既「前中女」，當然明白男人個種為應節而應節既敷衍心態。然而, 係辦公室內前後左右收既都係鮮花朱古力，甘禮物既意義係邊到呢？女人三十，難道本同男友係尖東海旁同妹妹仔鬥迫咩??!! 情人節，向來都係一場表演，就好似電腦遊戲RPG甘，平時你同情人就算多枯燥無味，總係覺得係當日應該交交戲，男友既例牌應酬式禮物，就算幾無心思，都係要扮驚喜扮開心，有 D 咩事情都等2月14後再秋後算帳。當浪漫都能對號入座，以快餐店買套餐既形式實現出來之時，我們還應該感到甜蜜同幸福先嗎？

情人節既浪漫形式做到十足，甘又如何？突然霖起，某個免費報紙係頭版登廣告，請天下有情人(應該主打男人) 登廣告發表[愛的宣言]。愛的宣言，當以高度商業既模式公告天下，甘係咪一場表演？愛情從來係兩個人既事，要靠係報紙登廣告來辨明愛意，甘就足以證明你既情人無情趣兼唔肯花心思啦。

等不出未來

2007-01-25T20:47:00.000+08:00

如果愛情是一場遊戲，那麼等待就是這個遊戲中最磨人，也最無奈的環節。為愛情等候，就像在大市一片暢旺之時苦候入市時機，叫你牽腸掛肚，但又不得不等，最慘就是怕自己在不適當的時候作出錯誤決定，貴買平賣，得不償失。愛情中的等待可以很浪漫，但同時可以令你傷得粉身碎骨。

有信念固然好，但請記著男人和女人是來自兩個完全不同的星球。女人的一廂情願，在男人心目中不但難以理解，甚至可能對他毫無重量。男人是不願意等待的動物，在愛情上要求的是即時的回報。或者你也曾有過類似經驗，覺得與男人在曖昧之前，親熱過後來個劃清界線，是先下手為強保護自己的妙法，因為這樣便沒有分手的可能，更不用承擔分手後的苦痛和寂寞。

你以為你的等待會感動他，他卻在你等待之時多番歷險，好運的話，在十年八年過後，他或者會被你的誠意打動，但現實的例子是，女人的苦苦等待以及刻意與所愛男人維繫的假友誼，最後只會換來「新娘不是我」的悲慘命運。

男人不等你，未必是因為他有心傷害你，而是他貪新鮮兼愛捕獵的本能告訴他不能再等。你以為他會明白你的苦心，你質疑他為何要告訴你和另外一些女孩的浪漫點滴，你認定他要傷害你的心。其實，答案是你想得太多。當你告訴男人想和他保持親密好友的曖昧關係時，他在猶疑十分鐘後，便會欣然 (其實是根本不懂背後意義) 地接受你的建議，甚至結婚時會把新娘介紹給你認識，因為他真心相信你和他一樣可以真的把你倆的曖昧視為友誼，甚至不介意在婚後和你繼續糾纏。當男人告訴你叫你等他的時候，要小心這是否暗示叫你棄權，是一種婉轉的分手提議。但當男人 ready，而你反過來叫他等，那就實屬不智。愛情需要冒險，但如果把那種冒險放在等待上，那就實在捉錯用神，十居其九悲劇收場。既然有勇氣去等，為何不把那份勇氣拿來愛一場，結果就算天意弄人，也總算曾經快樂，總比那種等待中的自虐更有意義。

當發生在自己身上時，你卻會不其然地變成另一個人，因為女人總是喜歡自欺欺人，相信等待。面對所謂的浪子，或者不能給我們安全感的男人，我們都慣了騙自己，妄想等待的力量，堅信精誠所至，金石為開的道理。

人馬座十二月運程

2006-12-08T10:16:00.000+08:00

來到2006年最後一個月，木星、火星、金星和水星都在人馬座你的本命宮，所以是難得的天文現象，也暗示本月好運隨身。5日行動之星火星移向人馬座你的本命宮中，收拾好你的行李吧！8日溝通之星水星和木星、火星同在人馬座你的本命宮，一次愉快旅程將為2006年帶來一個美好的結局！

heart desires

2006-11-21T15:55:00.000+08:00

It's time to go where I want to go and do what I want to do. The stars lift the last remaining restrictions, which means I'm free to roam wherever my heart desires. There's nothing more enticing to me than the horizon. I'm trying to get a better view of the big picture, peer narrowly into my own heart. ;)

I guess I may appear to be off in my own little world, but anyone who thinks I'm spaced out has a surprise coming. Far from being absentminded, I'm a creative force to be reckoned with.

Sometimes, to get a better view of the big picture and the world around myself, I need to peer into my own heart. Base my actions today solely on what I want -- not on what I think other people want. It is time I relied on myself as the best judge of a potentially tricky situation. I don't have to ask other people what to do this time. I know the right answer, and I know what to do.

- slink -

2006-10-17T16:18:00.000+08:00

Trying to outrun a certain train of thought? Hold on, there -- the fact that I can't get my mind off this one topic is a sign that it's time to do something and to stop obsessing. Trying to take positive action now.

It's in my nature to need time to myself, and right now even someone special could rub my the wrong way. I try my best to letting them know it's me, not them -- hope a little reassurance is in order.

A fresh opportunity to connect lands in my lap. It's up to me to make the most of it while I can - Be playful. Explore all the possibilities, then ask myself what it is really that I want from this situation.

I'm going to need to keep a low profile today. Try to just slink through the day in my own territory ~~

rock rock rock!

2006-10-15T13:37:00.000+08:00

I' asking myself, why should I step outside of my comfort zone when everything I need is right here in front of me? Goshh!!! This is most unlike meeeeee!!!!! Muwhaha, I will try to enjoy it while it lasts. Even the most adventurous spirit needs a rest to replenish and relax ;)

Sometimes I'm starting to question the advantages of my current deals. By the time I leave for the day, I will try to have resolved the issue to my satisfaction. Good energy will let me know I'm right.

A question I've had about my relationship can be answered now in a clear direction way. All I need to do is rephrase it. Make sure it's not a yes-or-no thing, cause I hate to get those kind of Yes or No!!! Open-ended is how I'll get the right reply.
I'm not so sure that the current situation is right for me, but at the same time I can tell that things are getting better.

I'm working on getting more romance in my life. Today it would be an excellent use of my time to take stock of myself -- analyze who I am and what I want out of life (and in a partner). This act of self-inventory will be useful, and it could yield quite a few nice surprises. I'm rock, and it should realize it...

Untitled

2006-10-10T11:17:00.000+08:00

Today's Horo - 10th Oct,06

Quickie: There are many mysteries for you to solve -- explore today as early as you can.

Overview: Feeling stubborn? That's no surprise. The stars make you more persistent than ever. If there's anyone who can make others see the light, it's you. Just make sure you don't get unnecessarily stuck in one place.

No matter what challenges might arise today, I told myself I should be able to cope. Focus on service as much as I can.

While the details may not matter much to me, it may be a different story when it comes. Out of respect, I try to make an effort to keep track of the small stuff now.

Stability is suddenly appealing to me. I wonder, who would've thought it? After all, I known as one of the most adventure-loving and thrill-seeking signs in the zodiac...LOL!!! A firm emotional foundation allows me to really take off.

Someone dependable is suddenly acting flighty, and today it might feel like I have moved into a parallel dimension where things look normal, but really aren't. There are many mysteries for me to solve, so get out my magnifying glass and explore all the nooks and crannies around me. I will be aware that all this sleuthing this could be an exhausting exercise; so be sure to tackle this task early in the day, while I have all the energy me need to find the truth...

powers

2006-09-25T16:29:00.000+08:00

Being irresistible isn't exactly a foreign concept for me, but the stars give me magnetism extra heft these days. People fall under my spell as if hypnotized. Make sure I'll use these powers for good!

The lines between good and bad, honorable and deceptive, and truth and fiction are difficult to see today, so proceed with extra caution, especially where your heart is concerned. If something seems too good to be true, it's definitely something I should steer clear of. Charm and flattery are heaped on me by the boatload today, but they're probably being used to disguise a true purpose. Today is a good day to separate the good people in my life from the bad.

current obstacles

2006-07-30T13:48:00.000+08:00

Everything changes -- really. For right now, I want to focus on myself giving full expression to my feelings in appropriate ways. I may want to get ahead of myself, but there's no easy way to do that right now. In fact, I need to make sure that I keep plugging away at my tasks and get them all perfect.

Getting the answer that I want is reall depends on the questions. I trying hard to think very carefully about what I want the end result to be. I am trying hard ... :(

Today's horo:
You're an integral part of a lot of [positive] things right now, whether you know it or not. Try to keep your involvement in your subconscious, or else you might get yourself worked up over fulfilling someone's unreasonable expectations. You're off the hook in terms of obligations -- so try to stay that way. Make an effort to be inconspicuous. Even if you're asked to join in, now might not be the wisest time to take them up on their offer. Lay low for a while.

still figuring out what is this :-s

27th-Sept 06

2006-07-27T15:03:00.000+08:00

Quickie: A new clarity is coming to you soon -- be sure to think things through very slowly.

Overview: Be a daredevil when it comes to matters of the heart. Wink at that cutie on the bus. Strike up a conversation with that certain someone over your morning cup of coffee. Give a little to get a little.

I've been feeling my way through the fog quite nicely -- some would even say I'm developing a sixth sense when it comes to a certain someone. Today however, I no longer need to utilize such extrasensory abilities to connect with that person who's been beguiling me so. As soon as I awaken, I'll feel clearer about my feelings than ever before -- and I might be very surprised at how my expectations change as the day moves on. ~~

The opportunities for personal growth are abundant now -- and so are the opportunities for fun. In fact, these two things may be one and the same. Take my sense of humor along and enjoy to the ride~~~

<无题>

2006-07-20T11:54:00.000+08:00

有时候真系唔知自己要D麽？总系觉得自己怎麽都比不上人。究竟系自己要求太高？定系自尊心太强呢？
我总觉得，无人会比自己更了解自己咯。。。你话系咪？

珍惜？好多人自小就晓得珍惜自己所拥有既一切。但系，我总觉得自己唔晓得珍惜我以加所有既一切。成日问自己我可以多D珍惜现有既一切呢？

无奈！今日，好无奈噢！点解？一言难尽！我只可以讲： Nothing is static!!!

我问自己，我系边个[星球]来既？哈哈，因为我睇见自己既路线好似唔知系边黎既。。。喀喀!

侧田 - 感动

2006-07-19T17:48:00.000+08:00

作曲:侧田(on your mark)
作词:方杰

人浮游在世不止自己
才令我一生好奇
寻求被爱的滋味
终于碰到你
全赖你我先欣赏自己
权力与金钱怎么可媲美
谁拦截也挡不住
我在行近你
如何能让我触动你
如何描述可感动到你
要与你抱拥相恋一世纪
从来没在乎你美与不美
是永不更改我愿意给你爱
风霜都替你遮盖
你会看清楚和了解我
未被人潮掩盖
若你不安心我做你的浮台
冲不散对你的爱
世界有色彩凭这点爱
可否捉紧我
齐齐来跨过小障碍
ho……
谁愿意作假讨好大家
情愿两口子喝茶
平凡地并肩生活
比一切优雅
难道爱简单都不能吗
难道我感情要给规管吗
从前没你的生命
至令云腐化
如何能让我感动你
明明沉睡都可望到你
到老了也许通通不记起
能同偕白头我太有福气
愿永不更改每日献给你爱
双手一触碰问你爱不爱

the Next ...

2006-07-16T13:01:00.000+08:00

Quickie: How can you get where you want to go if you're hobbled by all that baggage? As long as you put forth a solid effort, you won't be disappointed by the results.

It's time to lighten my load. To identify what's unnecessary. Next, give away, toss and donate whatever it is that's weighing me down.

I'm thinking a lot these days...about what's coming up, and I can see that I'm trying hard to take care of many things before I can get moving again.

Perhaps, at the end of the day, I only see what I've done for all but different outcome move forward in a situation, it isn't been a good day.

There's no law stating that I have to fix every problem or solve every puzzle. I ' not gonna to put that much pressure on myself right now. After all, no one's expecting miracles. Look back on the past few weeks and take serious note of everything I've accomplished. I just surprised at how far I've come in such a short time.

A muddled situation

2006-07-13T22:03:00.000+08:00

I don't believe either...what this horo is? :|

Quickie: Don't let sass fool you into making a bad choice. Try to keep your eye on the ball.

A muddled situation gets a bit clearer thanks to some cosmic changes coming my way. A vital player is sticking around, and that will help matters. Now I can concentrate my energies where they're most needed.

Taking my original, inspired ways of thought and perception, add in some extra-souped-up communication skills, so what if it doesn't conform to what everyone thinks? I'll know what's best for myself.

I can see more clearly now, and the perspective is awesome. New trends and ideas are coming to me easily, so I may want to get mine people heading in the right direction early. (lol..emm ji kui dei ok mou..lol)

There's a larger-than-life personality giving me the eye today. They may be picking me out for a future relationship of some sort. Been asking myself: are they the type of person I want to align myself with? I won't let their flashy, sassy attitude blind me to their true nature. But at the same time, I won't assume that their boisterousness is hiding a great deficit in their character. Get to know them at my own pace, and decide when I have enough information. ;)

arrive soon?

2006-07-12T22:56:00.000+08:00

Today's horo: Whatever you've been searching for -- time, love, adventure -- will arrive soon. (Should I believe it ???)

Getting into a situation, I'm asking myself what would I do if I'm not afraid? Ask myself that question in all kinds of situations, from the mundane to the sublime. I might just start identifying my true desires -- and acting on them. (wonder alot ...)

Today I start to sense that a healthy feeling of fulfillment has been missing from my life. I've been admirably shifting my energies around to many different people, career prospects or self-improvement options, and this fluidity has kept me busy enough to distract me from what I'm missing. But today, seems like I see something I want -- and wonder what I have to do to get it. I really hope the answer will arrive soon, in a very obvious (and attractive) package.

Today's horo ...

2006-07-10T17:42:00.000+08:00

Quickie: You are bigger than your faults, so don't let your insecurity get in your way.

Overview: Remember the one that got away? Suddenly, they want another chance. Your ego is rejoicing, but listen to heart for your next steps. Remember, though, that forgiving doesn't necessarily mean forgetting.

Daily work
It's an odd set of circumstances that you'll be dealing with for most of he day, but you can generally adapt to even the strangest situations. Don't worry about learning any lessons -- this is a one-off.

Daily extended
Just because you've stumbled a few times in your past doesn't mean you won't have huge success in your future. Don't let your insecurities get the better of you right now -- and avoid folks who like to focus on the negatives. The glass is half full, not half empty. Don't you remember that you're bigger than your faults? Other people understand that, and they're waiting for you to make your next bold move so they can cheer you on.

A Sacrifice Day

2006-06-14T23:05:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, making a big sacrifice it makes me feel good. The stars awaken my social conscience and remind me that I have even greater responsibilities. I guess I've got tons of new ideas and I want to get out there and try some out... It's a good time for me to explore new territory and meet new people -- though when isn't that true?

Letting things go will lighten my load, make me feel good and free myself up to fly even higher, so don't get hung up on keeping everything little thing I have.

Sacrifice a little bit of control and loosen my grip on the things that I LoVe the very most -- I will see that they will stick around anyway. It's a confirmation of love and loyalty that I'm richly deserve -- and a lesson in releasing control. This is going to be an wonderful day ;)

失戀復原大法！

2006-05-27T19:38:00.000+08:00

失戀滋味絕對唔好受，無論係明戀定係暗戀，一旦發生好多人都會一沉不起，雖然話係痛苦，不過總係要生活，不如睇睇下面的星座療法，等大家可以更快由谷底反彈，let's check！

天生靜唔到的人馬座，連戀愛生活亦係咁，佢追求得意好玩的愛情，希望同情人每分每秒都響蜜月期，佢絕對受唔住現實同拘束，唔要情人管住痴住，同拍拖需要各有空間。

人馬座一旦被飛會做出一反常態的行為，例如纏住對方，哭哭啼啼；為的只係一份執著同唔輸得。所以萬一真係不幸要分手，人馬應該即刻執拾行李訂張飛機票遠走他方，盡情快快樂樂玩餐飽，如果「傷勢」嚴重就索性去第二度流浪，總之人馬對付挫敗的最佳方法就係去國外旅行。

Fighting for what I believe ...

2006-05-19T17:18:00.000+08:00

Today, I'm fighting for what I believe requires sacrifice from time to time.

Horo says: <<Your inner voice is trying to tell you something, but there's so much ambient noise that you can't hear it. It's time to turn up the volume on those instincts and listen as closely as possible. You'll get the answers you need.>> Today, my inner voice is came from (da 2nd of Jackie), and there is something make us think in the same location, same time and same object! Wow, thats super COOL!!!

Some new concepts are a snap for me now, and new systems or information are absorbed like a magic. That's impress me a lot!!! Now, the works for everyone else in their relationships isn't what's going to work for me in mines. Advice from other people might hinder myself more than it helps right now. I'm going to find my own inspiration!!!

I guess no matter I meet people online or out on the street, I'm set for a good connection. I may need to use my head to figure out what they really want, but I'll get it quickly..asap!

I am trying to achieving the perfect balance in life is next to impossible -- but I need to make the effort today. Pay attention to my 'must haves' in life and fight for them! I must have respect, I must have freedom and I must have affection. Trying to find all three in one place is tough, but entirely possible. Then, I will try to evaluate my current situation and ask for what I'm missing. I guess an uncomfortable sacrifice may be required, but in the end I'll thank myself for fighting for what I believe in: myself :)

Mother's Day - 2006

2006-05-13T20:11:00.000+08:00

Moms are the best things that ever happened in the world. On May 11th every year, we celebrate 'Mother's Day' as an opportunity to express our love, respect and gratitude to our mothers for all the things she has done for us. Alchemy Webmedia has tried to consolidate the origin, history, legends and stories of this very special day, just for you ~~

We celebrate Mother's Day, but how and when did it start? There are conflicting opinions, but most agree that the earliest Mother's Day celebrations occurred in ancient Greece to honor Rhea, the mother of the ancient Greek gods.

***In England where small chapels of ease served the ordinary needs of the country parishioners, the people went on Mid-Lent Sunday to the 'Mother Church' of the parish, laden with offerings. The historians hypothesize that the Mother Church was substituted for Mother Goddess by the early church, who adopted the ancient Roman ceremonies in honor of Cybele to venerate Mother Mary. And this is why it became customary to visit the church on the day of baptism or on Mother's Day.***

Mother's Day is a very special occasion in my family, mainly due to the fact that I was raised just by my mother. In my family the more symbolic on is on the last Sunday of May. That is the day when my whole family tries to shower my mother with attention. We usually try to come together as whole family. It is that day where you tip of your hat and praise them for all their hard work and dedication. It is actually the one holiday in which there is real significance in our lives.~~

long run

2006-04-25T12:08:00.000+08:00

To get what I want in the long run, I guess I must let unimportant things pass today!!! hmm, pouting face I won't do it, and neither will force. Sometimes I just have to wait for the stars to align to get what I need. Fortunately, I hope that time has arrived. It's a great day to get my way, so I'll make sure I work it well.

Someone else's career background holds a key lesson for me now, so don't tune out when the stories are hauled out. Look for the cause and effect, and extrapolate to my own situation...

I have too much to think about right now, so I will try not to get too involved in socializing. One or two close pals might be able to help, but I'm better off listening than talking .. !

My coffee pot breaks first thing in the morning, guess what do I do? Curse? Clean up the pieces? Use a mixing bowl instead? Buy a new coffee pot on the way home from work? Pay more attention next time? Don't get too down on myself because, heck, accidents happen? Maybe I'll do all of these. If so, then I've got all the basic tools for coping with the modern world. @_@

[zai] talk [no] action

2006-03-05T16:48:00.000+08:00

Today I realized that they are all [zai] talk [no] action -- so really give up but need to move on...

I always feel like I could be doing more, but this overeager attitude could be fostering some sort of dependence among my loved ones, i guess.

The day~ will be filled with activity, but it shouldn't wear me out. Customers will be civil or even nice, new projects will offer just the right level of challenge, and coworkers will stay out of my way ;)

Dealing with others could be a bit tricky now, especially if sticky romantic feelings are involved. I'm trying to choose my words with extra care.

I've got no time for people who complain that there's nothing to do. I rather show them the way...

It's over -- temporarily, at least. That work binge me were on has finally come to an end. That's not to say that I won't be putting in my time and continuing to do what's necessary to keep my head above water and my reputation on the job intact -- but I guess I may also suddenly find that I need to make time for my siblings and neighbors. I hope I can reintroduce myself to all of them, and rest assured that I'll receive an extremely warm reception. ;)

朋友 vs 距离

2006-03-01T23:08:00.000+08:00

最好的朋友，也許不在身邊，而在遠方。他跟你，相隔十万八千里，身處不同的國家，各有各的生活，然而，你卻會把最私密的事告訴他。把心事告訴他，那是最安全的。因為，他也許從未見過你在信上所說的那些人，他絕對不會有一天闖進你的圈子。最重要的，是他遠在他方，他即使知道得最多，仍然是最安全的。
　　
許多年前，有个女孩到纽约求學，我們本來只是很普通的朋友，她到了美國之后，也許太寂寞吧，常給我寫信，向來懶得寫信的我，因為感動，也常寫信給她。在信中，我們可以坦蕩蕩的把最私密的事告訴對方，尋求對方的意見，我們甚至毋須在信上叮囑對方，不要把這些事告訴任何人，她深深知道，我不會把她的事告訴我身邊的人，她也不會。那些信件，是我們共享的秘密，我成為她最好的朋友。
　　
在她留學的那三年里，我們只是通信而沒有見面。然而，當她從美國回來，我們的友情卻是三年前無法比擬的，仿佛是最好的故人重逢。
　　
原來，最好的朋友，還是應該有距离。那段在地球上的遙遠距离，正好把你們的距离拉近。

Discover my new territory of 2006!!!

2005-12-30T10:11:00.000+08:00

I'm in my element as in discover my new territory of 2006!!! The ideas that will generate buzz the likes of which I haven't seen before ;) I'm definitely heading in the right direction, and I'll keep it up.

My good mood can certainly withstand a sudden change of plans, but my significant other may need a little more time to adjust to the switch. I'll let them get comfy with it before charging forth ;)

One thing is certain: Peoples love me, that should be proven beyond dispute today, as others applaud my amazing optimism, generous open-mindedness and all-around niceness. LOL .. i Love this!

I am proud that my personal confidence can truly inspire others right now to an amazing degree. It's heartening for someone who's perhaps a little more timid to see how I engaging with life -- in a spirit of optimism, with a warm heart and a fearless attitude. That's why I do believe, the way that I handle -- nay, welcome -- the unexpected lets others see that a flexible attitude can be extremely rewarding, and that exploring what's around and within me makes life far more worth living.

doodles thoughts

2005-11-30T16:04:00.000+08:00

30th-NOV, Introspection is key to understanding. Secrets can be fun, especially when they involve love. Still, I'm dying to hear a secret I've been asking answer about for days now, and the answers aren't coming yet, that's really no fun. I wish I can be a bit more patient. :)

One or more great ideas are just about to bubble up out of my unconscious mind. They might appear as doodles or random thoughts tossed off in conversation, so I'll be ready to write them down quickly.

I'm losing confidence in the health of my relationship? Situation tune into the hidden needs, and I'll have a better understanding of what's going on -- I hope.

I'm in tune with myself enough to know that these seemingly random moods signify something -- and rather than just waiting for them to pass, I'll take the time to figure things out.

Feeling Vulnerable

2005-11-27T17:15:00.000+08:00

The first step to making my wishes come true is to share them with a confidante. I've been totally absorbed lately with keeping my group dealings calm, but things have simmered down a bit and I've finally got time to tend to more sensitive matters. == Spend that time wisely ==

Legal issues are in the air. I might not be directly involved in the proceedings, but the outcome will matter more than I realize. It's absolutely essential that all parties play fair.

Feeling vulnerable...I guess?!! It's possible that I'm finally opening myself up to love. Try to listen carefully to my heart, and I won't go wrong. This is just the beginning of a beautiful phase of my relationship, I hope.

Well, I guess life isn't fair. But with my perspective on the big picture, I can see that it'll all even out eventually -- even in the realm of romance. Hope someone else could benefit from my point of view right now...

I'll need to play judge for some of frens who are arguing endlessly. I've got the wisdom to drop on them, but I guess I need to make sure they're ready to hear it before I let go.

One of the best traits anyone can possibly possess -- especially in times like these -- is adaptability. I've and a few other signs have that quality down pat, and it's going to come in quite handy for all of me now.

The last thing in the world I were ever expecting is exactly what I can expect. Fortunately, I'm always open to new, exciting experiences, so I won't mind at all, but I may be called on to help a friend who isn't quite so flexible.... peace.

create a spark

2005-11-24T12:23:00.000+08:00

24th,Nov - A well-timed smile can open doors, win arguments, sway skeptics and create a spark...

An authority figure has extended a lovely invitation to me, but from the sound of things, it isn't platonic in nature. I won't accept if I'm not sure what they're really expecting from me ;)

I give a lot of patient to the relationship. Now it's time to ask for the nurturing of what I need, rather than getting angry when I sweetie doesn't automatically know to supply it. I'll stop worrying about rejection -- they'll step up to the plate!

Getting carried away, romantically speaking, would be easy right now, what with all the festive stuff going on -- but a reality check is headed on my way. I'll try fending it off by conducting one of my own.

At this point, my friends are pretty well trained. Most of them don't even bat an eyelash when I get going on one of my favorite subjects -- even if it's in a public place. They've learned that resistance is futile, and besides, it's usually quite entertaining to see me in action. Today, however, even the most seasoned among them will be hard-pressed to keep a straight face. Of course, I may have an equally hard time of it. Basically, one never knows what I might say or do.

stellar mood

2005-11-23T14:18:00.000+08:00

23th,wed - Horo says "Your gains will outnumber your losses, so have confidence and take the risk".

I've never been afraid to say what's on my mind, and that's not ever going to change it. IF, I refuse to open my mouth now, there's definitely a good reason for it -- even if I'm not ready to share it just yet...therefore, pls don't force me :)

I wish, good news brings further reason to improve my already stellar mood. If anyone can remain calm in any situation, let me know :) I've just about had it with being so darned serious. For sure, I had work to do, but it's done. Now it's time to play, and since I've been saving all my energy for this precise moment, I'll have a great time. My only mission is this: to refuse to let go of the steering wheel until I'm sure whomever wants to drive knows what they're doing. At that point, have some FUN FUN FUN!!!!!!!!

BLUE !!!

2005-11-20T18:05:00.000+08:00

I feel BLUE recently, but I wish to follow my mood. Do whatever emotions that I feel fine with it. It's time for a fresh start, and I'm feeling the urge now!!!

I've probably been in this frame of mind for some time, and knowing myself, I may want to make it a very extensive (and secret) fresh start. And while moving to Paris -- or Bora-Bora, and then on to Bali -- might seem extreme to some, for me it's just another leg in this adventure called life. After all, life is really just a series of extended vacations, right?

dream it

2005-10-31T17:01:00.000+08:00

I'll be closer to my dreams if I let the universe know what they are -- I guess ;)

Every conscious of fairness, especially when it comes to relationships. With the current situation, I try to manage and make sure everyone gets what's coming to them with just the right mix of humor and verbal smarts.

I asked myself Who do you want to be? Dream it, visualize it, and make it happen, no matter how outlandish it may be. This true version of mine is just waiting to be tapped into -- and it's incredibly.

Sometimes I feel hesitant and halting, on the edge of indecision, but go ahead and take that daring leap. My unstoppable optimism -- and some help from my friends -- will carry me to my goal.

Every sign has at least one 'guilty pleasure.' Travel is at the very top of my sign's list, and I may not have indulged myself in it for what seems like a very long time. I love to do my own travelling -- take off for destinations unknown with no more detailed plan than a roadmap, a couple of credit cards and enough gas money to keep me out of town for a weekend, then -- well, let's just say it won't be an absolute nightmare talking me into it. -

my day begins

2005-10-30T09:11:00.000+08:00

30th Oct,05 - I love them, but they can drive me nuts. I'll take time away for da relationship.

Horo says: No matter what you do, there will always be someone you have to report to. Whether they're your boss, your parents or your clients, you can expect some difficulties. Grin and bear it, today -- this will pass.

As tempted as I'll be to zip forward at great speed, try to tap on the brakes every now and then throughout the day. I'll get farther in the long run if I don't have to go back to correct mistakes. I feel like my relationship has moved into some touchy territory? Feeling nagged, just get some fresh air and explore someplace new -- with myself. It'll refresh my spirit.

Take care of some little stuff during the day, crossing items off my to-do list. Then tonight's all about fun, fun, fun!!!

As my day begins, I might feel overly careful -- which is weird for someone as determinedly optimistic as me. Trust that instinct early in the day, but throw caution to the wind again by tonight.

Oh, goodness, that boss of mine can sure drive me crazy sometimes, can't they? Everyone has to deal with difficult authority figures from time to time. Instead, try to immerse myself in the details of mt work. Make sure every [t] is crossed and every [i] is dotted. Maybe, I may not get the recognition I deserve for all my hard work, now, but have no fear -- da time is coming. And it may arrive sooner than I think.

raining night

2005-10-26T00:40:00.000+08:00

24th Oct - Raining Night. I wanna to do whatever my mood dictates ==> Stay in, go out ... listen to my body.

Some of my doubts may or may not be well founded, but I realise that I won't find out until I ask hard questions. I am trying to make sure that I can get at the right solutions, or else I'll just waste my time.

That questioning mode of my heart's been in comes to a close now. It's not that I've located all the answers -- far from it -- but there's just too much good stuff going on for me to not stop and marvel at it. I'm looking for ways to balance conflicting goals and competing opinions. Others might be caught up in combat, but my good-natured attitude can defuse the situation with some simple, non-confrontational questions.

At this particular moment in time, intimacy is definitely what I'm after, but not in the traditional sense. In other words, it's not a physical connection I'm looking for. I want a meeting of minds -- and souls, and hearts, too. And I won't stop until I get it all. The good news is that I know exactly who to contact to get that show on the road. Bet they're in the same frame of mind, too.

朋友

2005-10-21T10:54:00.000+08:00

究竟 [朋友] 既定义是乜野？

<三個暫別> = <一個離別>

2005-10-20T23:16:00.000+08:00

擁有的時候，便要學懂放下，
否則失去的時候，才會後悔自己的軟弱。

暫別雖然不是離別，但又有多少個暫別能夠再相見呢?

一首歌代表一個階段，暫別的心情又可否用一首歌去完全表達呢?

靜悄悄的暫別雖然有點鬱鬱而終，但卻細水長流。

暫別是一個逗號，分號，句號還是開引號呢?
離別又是否一個感嘆號，問號及專名號可以形容呢?

送別的人總是依依不捨，離別的人也是依依不捨，
到了新的國度，不捨也會變成依依，最後依依又會化成什麼呢?

要離別我們才學懂送別，要肚餓才去吃飯，
這是心理現象還是生理現象呢?

一個人的暫別就像雨水一樣灑在地上，
總有一天會蒸發，但他也在這裡留下一段痕跡。

「比較」的心結

2005-10-19T21:25:00.000+08:00

一對情侶未開始拍拖的時候，很多問題也不是一個問題，
因為感情的腦細胞永遠將現實的腦細胞蓋住。

一對情侶拍拖了一段時間，便會將那些不是問題變成一個問題，
因為現實的腦細胞已經打敗了那份衝動的感情細胞，
但如果沒有了那衝動的感情細胞，一對情侶又怎能開始呢?
世俗的人認為一對情侶能夠走在一起是一種緣份，
我卻認為是一種感情與現實的平衡。

正如我們每次吃朱古力前也要考慮東考慮西，
吃了有什麼後肥症，會否蛀牙等。
最後我們可能只會選擇放棄，
這正正是我們缺乏了一份渴求的衝動，
一份渴求的衝動便是情侶能否拍拖的誘因，
但誘因完成後，大家便要回到現實的世界，
面對地位懸殊，高矮肥瘦，學歷，對方的過去等等。

如果叫你不用想，似乎是不太可能，
但正面來看，卻是對方重視這段感情才會回到現實，
否則大家不如像白雲公主一樣，不用愁錢，時間，不需要面對任何困難吧。

學歷高與低，是由比較而成，
人時常因為比較而變得不快樂。

用莊子的理論作例子，
如果你是一個考第尾的幼稚園學生，
遇到考第一的幼稚園同學，你會感到相距很遠。
因為你站在一個幼稚園學生的角度去作比較，
假如你是一名大學生去看考第一與考第尾的幼稚園學生，
你會認為他們差別不大，因為他們同是幼稚園學生而已。

所以人看事情應該從不同的角度，
否則你只會永遠比下去，
沒有競爭心之餘，更只會換來無限的挫折感。

無論遇到什麼事情，也能解開這個「比較」的心結，
你的生活也會活得豁達一點，快樂一點。。。

快樂 ...

2005-10-14T11:33:00.000+08:00

人，生存到底是為o左 d 麼呢？追求快樂？人做o左好多事情，都是為了快樂。。。

因為想快樂，所以我o地談戀愛? 因為想快樂，所以我地從苦戀中跳脫出來?
因為想快樂，我o地又再冒險去相信另一個男人? 因為想快樂，我o地決定不再依符愛情去生存，而要因為自己快樂去快樂。。。

我o地做o左無數犧牲，為既o系要更快樂，無疑，同你一齊o系會更快樂，但o系我知道我可以一個人可以為o左自己而活，先o系真正既快樂，所以當你丟低我走o左kor時，我決定堅強坐底，一個人去睇清楚我既天空可以有几大。人若是為痛苦而活，o甘真o系好唔值得，响痛苦裡面睇盼望，o甘先有活下去的意義。

當你不同人比較，你先会快樂。。。當你能夠付出，你会开心。。。
當你明白人生既無常，你會知道，你拥有住既地方，有喜歡既工作，有所愛既人，o系几o甘幸福&快樂。
快樂可以來得易，可以來得不易，愈o系簡單既生活。。。愈能感受到它既存在！！！

快樂可以。。。好無聊開車去遊車河。。。聽聽歌。。。同唔同意？？

14th OCT 2005

12nd - OCT - connections

2005-10-12T16:53:00.000+08:00

My morning begins with a spike of creativity (whether in thought or deed or both) and that energy and originality should stick with me all da day.

15:19pm - Grow a rainy day fund by pinching some pennies -- make my lunch, skip the lattes. I try to save time as best as that I can early today, making sure to get all my tasks done efficiently...LOL, planning to go movie with lovely housemate ;)

There's no such thing as coincidence right now -- everything's clicking, and I'm clicking with everyone. The connections I can make -- in my head and in the world -- are pretty darn amazing ones. It's not magic -- this is happening because I try to keep my hearts and minds open when I talk ;)

I see someone across the way who's piqued my interest. Rather than sitting there imagining what a conversation with them would be like, scoot over and talk to them. I really don't even need a good excuse. Just a, 'Hi there. How's it going?' will suffice. Chances are, I try to be friendly demeanor will be exactly what they were waiting for, and I could end up with a lifelong friend -- or maybe even a date! == end == (crazy gal - jackie)

Free & Easy - 30th SEPT

2005-10-08T10:54:00.000+08:00

A reunion with an old friends put me in a jovial mood -- I'm HAPPY!

Now I'm talking -- making hilarious jokes, sharing fascinating observations, going off on intellectual tangents. I'm really in my element, and people are captivated, too -- so guess what? who's captivating me ;) ??!!

Recently bout of introspection has done me a world of good. I'm rested, rejuvenated and refreshed. I'm more than ready to get back in the saddle...!

Ah, if only every day could be this free and easy! I'm confident and magnanimous best and everybody loves me... lol (sot-plug...hahahhaa) and I being myself ... of course, I do love all my frens right back for it... meng mou ?!!

If ever there were a perfect time to be myself, this is definitely it!!! To start with, the rest of the world is feeling just as excessive as me, just this once. (Yes, even the folks Down Under.) I'm invented the concept of going overboard, after all. Does this mean I'll necessarily do what I need do best, and go totally overboard!!? Oh, probably not, but if I get a chance to get just a little bit crazy, take it. At least I know everyone will understand -- for once. :)

Sophistication is overrated - 20TH SEPT

2005-09-20T13:38:00.000+08:00

Sophistication is overrated. I knew once I stop procrastinating and zero in on all the details, my clever brain will see solutions that will get this onerous task out of my way in the time. In fact, I might actually start to enjoy putting everything in order.

Well, I'm eagerly exploring new options for getting my work done, and I Love my Job. All my schemes and dreams are falling neatly into place, so now is the perfect time to pack up all my shits and ship 'em out to sea. Normally decision-making confounds me previously, which leads to procrastination, but to resolve this problem, but I am confindent to stop doubting my instincts. I'm on the brink of a brand-new epoch of my life. Wonderful adventures await, exotic locales beckon, and my plans are on a major upward swing.... lol

俾人屈 - 16TH SEPT

2005-09-16T16:12:00.000+08:00

Piss off! Really piss off! I don't understand why ppls like to 屈 me!!! I had a strong sense told me that, today is not a good day for me!!! damn, my sixth sense so chunnn !!!! early morning for a warning sms, later got a warning called!!!

Damn piss-ff laaaa don't understand why this bad case come to me! To be nice or not to be nice always is a doubt for me! I am a bit out of control I guess. Perhaps, what I can say is "TIME CAN PROVE" everything!

evaluation today - 10TH SEPT

2005-09-10T20:00:00.000+08:00

Unlike the last couple of days, I'm ready to par-tay. Nothing would make me happier than being surrounded by the biggest possible crowd of friends and family. I try to get everyone together as quickly as you can.

I'm the center of attention among people above and below me, and it's uniformly positive. I'm getting my evaluation today, it should go off without a hitch.

==raring to go and ready for action==, I'm exploring and embracing a world that's been suddenly, thankfully refilled with possibilities. Speaking of exploring and embracing, watch for someone special coming on my way .... Everyone seems to be staring at me, but I'll try not to get self-conscious. I'm a beacon of positive energy that they can't look away from.

My planner runneth over. Old pals and new acquaintances are booking my left and right, because I try to face it, a social event isn't complete without my winning smile and fantastic presence. It's not that I put on a big show wherever I go, either -- far from it. No, it's more that every person who sees and talks to me feels so much better afterward. Smile and wave! peace ...

solo time - 9TH SEPT

2005-09-09T12:58:00.000+08:00

9th-sept,05, feeling moody and slow, try to figure out why!!! But, the answer is obvious I guess...!!!!! Tiptoe away from any meetings that look like they could develop into confrontations; me feeling a touch introspective and really aren't up to dealing with someone else's mood. Perhaps, be clear that I need my own space now.

Put the exterior romantic world on hold while I do a little exploration of my interior landscape. The better I know my own heart and mind, the better prepared da move on down my life's path...

Feel like my home life is in need of some serious transformation, I guess? It's no wonder, with the mutable celestial influences going on in my life right now.

renewed energy arrives - 07TH SEPT

2005-09-07T10:44:00.000+08:00

I'm the master planner now, and I've got the wiles to convince my people to go along with the scheme no matter how crazy it seems on paper. When it comes down they'll know I were right ;)

Renewed energy arrives, and just in the nick of time. A flagging relationship or work project is revivified thanks to this influx of celestial high spirits. In fact, I try to expect progress or movement in any areas of my NEW life that have felt stalled recently. Obstacles will seem to disappear as I move steadily toward a long desired goal. I will ... Keep up my good work and let my record speak for itself.. kaka

lastday work @ MNC - 29TH AUG

2005-08-29T11:47:00.000+08:00

My last day at work is coming to an end. At 6pm I'll be finished with this 3 years experience. Unfortunately, this means I'll be unplugged to the net till 1st of Thursday. I wanna less talk and more rock, but it ain't happening any time soon.

For the last two months I got used to the web, to listening music, browsing thru blogs, doing MSN chatting every morning til evening with frens... just sit through the boring parts n get to do good stuff. alwayz..take a moment to think about it -- what's da extra lunch...I need :p

Perhap, I try to slow down and get my mental processes in hand before I do any more talking & thinking, and that the way I won't have to placate any disgruntled types later who are looking for me to come through on those big promises I were making.

Think I'll miss everything after all... by the way new adventures await me...

The day almost here - 26TH AUG

2005-08-26T11:37:00.000+08:00

It’s 11:38am. I’m at the office I have little to do, having transferred the majority of my work to others. Four-teen hours from now, I’ll be keep my confident smile up and running, because I'm definitely way ahead of the game...

None of it seems like it’s really going to happen. Maybe it’s because I’ve been moving at what seems like light speed for months — moving so fast that I’ve missed details, forgotten to handle things I’d promised to others, focused too much on certain things that didn’t need as much.

Lots of people have asked me: Am I excited? To be honest, YES! I AM!!! I should be feeling is completely overwhelmed by the apprehension of leaving ppls behind.
It’s my last day before leaving. I blinked, and the day is almost here.

De End of the World - 25TH AUG

2005-08-25T11:26:00.000+08:00

Nothing lasts forever!!! I think just about everyone would agree with that. Whether it’s a mountain, a mole-hill, a distant star or the Twinky that’s been lodged, all things eventually fade and are no more.

As impermanent beings ourselves, we know and ungracefully accept this fact. One day, the end will come for our friends, our family, our neighbors, and even for ourselves. Yes, even the world, itself will one day stop spinning on its familiar axis and its property value on the open market will plummet....

enjoy - 22ND AUG

2005-08-22T08:26:00.000+08:00

Enjoy some sweet memories, but don't linger too long or they could leave a bad taste in my mouth. The here and now has some pretty bright spots, too -- I'll pay attention to those after I blast from the past.

I have some faith in larger forces that are at work in my life. It can be difficult to place to trust in the universe when how I feel like I need to lean on something more tangible, but I'll be assured that larger influences are working in my favor, especially if the motives are pure. The right solution will appear at exactly the right time -- I'll just have to make sure I be able to recognize it and act when it does...

the wisdom at the heart of the lesson - 21ST AUG

2005-08-21T11:50:00.000+08:00

*** Listening to someone close to me ruminate on the patterns in their personal life can give me a lot of unexpected but welcome insight into my own. It's a great and relatively painless way to learn about myself and get the impetus to make some changes for the better. Before I figure out how to put these thoughts into action, make sure I really heard and absorbed the wisdom at the heart of the lesson. ***

The day will start off pretty slowly, but pick up little by little. I might not want to leave at quitting time, but it's important for me to conserve energy right now. "Drowning in nostalgia?". I'll get someone to toss me a life preserver. It's good to remember where I came from, but try not to let it keep me from living my life where it matters most -- now.

Be brave, be bold and be first - 20TH AUG

2005-08-20T09:56:00.000+08:00

I would said, "Don't just think outside the box. Put the box in the recycle bin."

My pioneering spirit is exactly what's needed to get things moving, and that's will more than fine with me. I keep asking ..."Is there anything I love more than the chance to be the first to explore a brand-new territory?". It's especially appealing when I'm also given limitless freedom to exercise my imagination. With my vision and creativity, the limits are only where I have decide they are...

Lifelong connections - 19TH AUG

2005-08-19T11:14:00.000+08:00

This is something wholly unexpected -- and quite delightful. In my wildest dreams, I never thought I'd be dealing with a situation like this, but the stars have declared it's time. Jack Jack ... Go for it!!!!!

I'll revel in the new: new places, new faces, new foods, new lands to explore. Focus on meeting new people and those chance meetings could evolve into lifelong connections that give me full access to all the fresh experiences in my heart could desire. It won't be tough -- all I have to do is take my natural friendliness and curiosity and turn them up a few notches. Let the stars do the rest... woohoo!

Can you handle the truth? - 18TH AUG

2005-08-18T10:56:00.000+08:00

The nice thing about limits is they show ... how far I have come!

I keep asking myself, "can you handle the truth"??? Of course I CAN!!! Especially when it's a very dear friend who's genuinely concerned for me delivering the aforementioned message.

For me, money is something to be enjoyed, shared and used for the common good, but a more fiscally conservative side of my personality is emerging right now, which may not be a bad thing. After all, generosity is a desirable quality, but in order to be generous, have to be sure that I have resources to draw on. Break out a calculator and work your finances. Make sure I can take care of myself as well as others....

Get to the point - 17TH AUG

2005-08-17T09:52:00.000+08:00

Skirting around the issue will just confuse things.

The original thinking will get myself far today, as long as I could express myself in terms that my colleagues can understand. I'll defintely ==Speak up and Speak Clearly==

Actually, I'm quite enjoying my newly restrained and low-key persona. It's a nice change of pace and gives me some much-needed moments for contemplation. I'll go ahead and roll with this feeling and enjoy the insight it provides.

unexpected fly across my radar - 16TH AUG

2005-08-16T11:07:00.000+08:00

There's something I need to express, and fortunately, I know how to say it :)

I see something new and unexpected fly across my radar. I hope to catch it quickly, it can turn around some quick profit before anyone else notices..muahahaaa

Embrace the unexpected like a dear and welcome friend. While surprises and change make other signs of the zodiac jittery and nervous, I'll try to learn to take advantage of every opportunity the cosmos decides to give me. It's this kind of attitude that ensures I'll have a rollicking good time no matter what happens today.

==When you're thrown for a loop, you know how to turn it into a somersault.==

Start exploring - 15TH AUG

2005-08-15T11:14:00.000+08:00

I have always been curious about other lands... Start exploring!

Myself and my coworkers will be praising each other's performance without end. The positive feedback will drive productivity higher, so expect bigger and better things in the future.

I keep that confident smile up and running, because I'm definitely way ahead of the game. Not only are my ideas innovative and intriguing, but they're exactly what the doctor ordered when it comes to an old and sticky situation. Test-drive any high-powered career opportunities that coming on my way, and I'll make sure to cultivate contacts.... Options abound wherever I'm looking at, so keep those eyes wide open... :)